He started seeing this other girl, shes really beautiful and perfect! and i was gonna meet him then she was there to and i couldn’t handle it, it was to much to see him hug her and hold her and kiss her in front of me so i just left, well he was still a good friend of mine and we still met often and sometimes did something together but then i was on facebook and saw “X is in a relationship with (other girl he was seeing)” and i got sad, i thought life was pointless and i didin’t know what to do
But then i figured it out !
And what did i figure out exactly?
You’ll get to know tomorrow ;)
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I called him after a few days and he was really mad that i believed that girl, he said he did not hate me at all and i should never think that.
Then i met him and more happened (but fuuuck i still haven’t fucked him !!!) and now we are just good friends we meet at least 4 times a week but i dont get what he sees in me, that’s if he does see anything in me, but then the worst thing ever happened and i was in mess
And you’ll get to know what it is tomorrow because im going to sleep now :Ð Cy Tomorrow
We were really good friends and a girl in my class told me that he told some girl to tell her to tell me that he hated me and i should stop talking to him, and like a fool a believed her…
I started cutting myself and was on the edge of killing myself but then i thought of this one person, my best girl-friend and i couldn’t do it only because of her, if it weren’t for her i wouldn’t be alive right now.
One night i was with him and our friend at our friend’s house and we were just laying on the bed and then ……….. haha and something something (Note: Did not fuck him) and i was so happy !
And the something between us happened again and a few times more (Note: Still haven’t fucked him ): ) And then something else happened…
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This is only the beginning.
One day something bad happened to me, i did something bad and couldn’t go home because of reasons i don’t wanna share and i couldn’t do anything except call him so i did and he was worried and helped me and so we became friends again :)
There was this party and something almost happened between us but it didn’t and then i figured he was making fun of me behind my back and i got really upset and sent him a bunch of mean text saying that he was an asshole and that i liked him and was kinda in love with him but he should not speak to me again..
I felt really bad after saying that and i wanted to just end my life, if would be easier.
The first day i met him i was like “Ok who the fuck is that?” then i met him the second time and i though “He is kinda cute” then i met him like 20 times more and i was like “He is so cute and funny and the way he smiles is like a dream ! i wish he could be mine” i never had the nerves to tell him how i felt because i was afraid he would ignore me and it would be awkward to meet him again.
This is my story, my life, and what is happening in my life.
This blog is gonna be my diary, here i can express how i feel and especially how i feel about him.
He is amazing in every way, i don’t wanna tell you my name and i don’t wanna tell you his name, for now, but who knows i might in the end tell you all who he is and who i am.
